Do you ever have that feeling that you're just coasting by in life? It's not being unproductive but at the same time it feels a little like you're just in the middle of a stream watching it flow around you. Is that even a bad thing to experience? To complain about it seems to me to be some definite "First World Problems" but I do feel a little static, a little sedentary.
So many of my friends are settling down, getting married or having kids and here I am still in the same point where I was ten years ago. Is that the price you have to pay for a dynamic life at sea? Is that a price I'm willing to pay?
I'm not sure how I got to this point or what I need to do to get out of this, for lack of a better word, funk. I enjoy my job, I enjoy traveling and seeing amazing places and, for the most part, I like the people I work with. Is it time for a change or will that 'spark' return when I get back to my gig? I suppose only time will tell who I am.